Saturday, March 30, 2019

Overcoming Imposter Syndrome

I'm teaching my Book Passage class in two hours. I've been nervous for months about it, if I am to be honest, but why? I know my shit. I think the thing that worries me is the length of the class -- how am I going to make the most of it? But my schedule is mapped out and my handouts are in order and pretty soon it will be Go Time.

Tuesday, March 19, 2019

Texts with Adam

GOOD STUFF?

I THINK. ABOUT MY MOM AND HIM AND SIMILARITIES.

OH SHIT.

YEAH.

FUCK THAT GUY.

IT'S MORE LIKE FUCK MY MOM.

Friday, March 15, 2019

Freedom in commitment

I like my new therapist. Maybe it's because he's a dude. Maybe it's because he's funny and real and gets my sense of humor. Maybe because I can do it from the comfort of my recliner on FaceTime. In any event, he said something that both made sense and made no sense at all: freedom in commitment. 

What does that mean? I always saw commitment as being locked down, tied to something. How can you have both?