Sunday, December 12, 2021

Today's editing

Danny


Mom died of COVID.

 

Two months now. A vent. Enough wires to scare a small child. Nurse called me: It’s her time. Cried into our cell-phone cameras. FaceTimed her a goodbye. Couldn’t go into Alta Bates. Too risky.

 

Two months on. Standing in line at Café Aquatica. Sits amidst what passes for central Jenner. Seventy-seven-point-one miles north of where she died. Less than two tranquil hours along the winding lane she’ll never again see.

 

Grief is neither linear nor logical. Like most things, it makes no goddamned sense.

 

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