Thursday, February 29, 2024

I played this for my dying mother

Well life on the farm is kinda laid backAin't much an old country boy like me can't hackIt's early to rise, early in the sackI thank God I'm a country boy
Well a simple kinda life never did me no harmA raisin' me a family and workin' on the farmMy days are all filled with an easy country charmThank God I'm a country boy
Well I got me a fine wife I got me an ol' fiddleWhen the sun's comin' up I got cakes on the griddleAnd life ain't nothin' but a funny funny riddleThank God I'm a country boy
When the work's all done and the sun's settlin' lowI pull out my fiddle and I rosin up the bowThe kids are asleep so I keep it kinda lowThank God I'm a country boy
I'd play Sally Goodin all day if I couldBut the Lord and my wife wouldn't take it very goodSo I fiddle when I can and I work when I shouldThank God I'm a country boy
Well I got me a fine wife I got me an ol' fiddleWhen the sun's comin' up I got cakes on the griddleLife ain't nothin' but a funny funny riddleThank God I'm a country boy, woo
Well I wouldn't trade my life for diamonds or jewelsI never was one of them money hungry foolsI'd rather have my fiddle and my farmin' toolsThank God I'm a country boy
Yeah, city folk drivin' in a black limousineA lotta sad people thinkin' that's a mighty keenWell, son, let me tell ya now exactly what I meanI thank God I'm a country boy
Well I got me a fine wife I got me an ol' fiddleWhen the sun's comin' up I got cakes on the griddleAnd life ain't nothin' but a funny funny riddleThank God I'm a country boy
Well, my fiddle was my daddy's 'til the day he diedAnd he took me by the hand, held me close to his sideSaid, "live a good life, play my fiddle with prideAnd thank God you're a country boy"
Well, my daddy taught me young how to hunt and how to whittleTaught me how to work to play a tune on the fiddleHe taught me how to love and how to give just a littleAnd thank God I'm a country boy
Well I got me a fine wife I got me an ol' fiddleWhen the sun's comin' up I got cakes on the griddleLife ain't nothin' but a funny funny riddleWoo, thank God I'm a country boy, yes

Saturday, February 3, 2024

Queensryche, "Silent Lucidity"

Hush now, don't you cry

Wipe away the teardrop from your eyeYou're lying safe in bedIt was all a bad dream spinning in your head
Your mind tricked you to feel the painOf someone close to you leaving the game of lifeSo here it is, another chanceWide awake you face the day, your dream is overOr has it just begun?
There's a place I like to hideA doorway that I run through in the nightRelax child, you were thereBut only didn't realize and you were scared
It's a place where you will learnTo face your fears, retrace the yearsAnd ride the whims of your mindCommanding in another worldSuddenly you hear and see this magic new dimension
will be watching over you(I) am gonna help you see it through(I) will protect you in the night(I) am smiling next to you, in silent lucidity
I can't do thisVisualize your dream, record it in the present tensePut it into a permanent formIf you persist in your efforts, you can achieve dream controlHow's that then, better?Dream control, dream controlHelp me
If you open your mind for meYou won't rely on open eyes to seeThe walls you built withinCome tumbling down, and a new world will begin
Living twice at once, you learnYou're safe from the pain in the dream domainA soul set free to flyA round trip journey in your headMaster of illusion, can you realizeYour dream's alive, you can be the guide but
will be watching over you(I) am gonna help you see it through(I) will protect you in the night(I) I'm smiling next to you

Thursday, February 1, 2024

From CONFLAGRATION

There’s that old resentment. I don’t know if I feel chained in marriage or around Ross in particular, but sometimes I feel as though he has his claws in me and I can’t escape. It’s weird – he’s such an easygoing person on the surface, but can be so intense at heart. Maybe it’s me that’s intense – intense in the sense of not wanting to be tied down. Maybe that’s not what I ever wanted.

What would have happened if I’d never gotten married?