For some reason this makes me think about our relationship. I teared up when the damn car got towed away. We went on our first date in that car, both of us dressed up and strangely nervous. His hair was short then, his plans uncertain. Things have changed over time!
Tuesday, April 30, 2013
"I had her longer than I've had you"
Adam had his Miata for 12 years. He's only had me (if you want to put it like that, and he likes to do exactly that) for 10 years as a friend, 8 as a partner, 5 as a wife. Yesterday he sold the Miata for $300 to a friend. It's so weird to think that car is no longer his, even though he barely drove it in the end and got way more parking tickets than anything else on the damn thing.
Saturday, April 27, 2013
Mrs. Dalloway's pocket poem
The Origin of the World
About suffering they were never wrong. - W.H. Auden
They knew something about pleasure, too,
those painters; they understood
how it may be compounded
of the simplest elements, the merest trace
of water or light.
Courbet's L'Origine du monde, for instance.
The bedclothes are thrust aside
and a woman's sumptuous thighs
sprawl open the canvas toward you
as you approach.
Courbet studies his nude with the acuity
of a lover. And lets you see
in the crest of reddish fur
at the body's threshold
a hint of wet
like the dab of white in the iris
that lights the eye.
- Chana Bloch
Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Monday, April 15, 2013
39
Birthdays are so strange, so loaded. It almost feels as though you're required to be happy throughout your special day. And I am happy, but I am also anxious, as I so often am. I know I am lucky for what I have. I know there is also so much that I want. All in all, not the worst place to be.
Monday, April 8, 2013
Thursday, April 4, 2013
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