Exhaustion

I've been stupid tired for the better part of a week. Longer, really, if I think about it. I know why, in part at least. Shit is like a fucking cycle, a hamster wheel. Get up, get ready, take Baz to school, make the most out of the three intervening hours, pick him up, bring him to ABA therapy or take him home depending on the day, work some more. Have conversations that I've had 1000 times before. Check my cell phone. Check my email. Check my Facebook. I'm tired. Tired of all that. Tired of all this. I need more. I want more.